It just hit me - this is the last week that I have to myself! Next week I have babysitting, dropping brother off at college, and visiting friends in another state! Then I have three days and I LEAVE! AAAAAAH!
Whew...Summer has gone by so fast! Hometown school started today. My heart still hasn't discovered whether it's in ecstacy or in terror. So much seems to have changed in my life, and so much is still yet to happen! I've realized that I only have a few friends from high school that have stayed friends, and even some of those bonds are a little shaky. I have several close college friends, but...I'm not afriad of them changing while I'm gone, I'm afraid that I'LL change. I'm afraid that when I get back, nothing will be the same. And yet, at the same time, I can't wait to go! I want to experience new things and new places!
If I'm so excited about all this, why am I still so scared?
"Behold, I send an Angel before you to keep you in the way and to bring you into the place which I have prepared." --Exodus 23:19-21
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